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hello everyone out there....
well trying to figure this program out , i will go for it! i'm 53 and a below the knee amputee and a shut-in 5 days a week . what in the hell to do ?? can't drive, they got me on to many meds. i do have a fake leg, her name is peggy. getting along well but i also have that peripheral artery disease crap and the right leg's blood system is all clogged up and looks like they want to do the laser treatment but it could screw um up worse.. so thats my story.

I wanted to follow up what i touched on in previous post. The war on drugs has been taking away what Dr's spent most of thier lives to achieve. Thier ability to help people !! I personally have lost a Dr. when his license was taken away !!!

I can see how easy it would be to fall into a hole of depression !! I broke my back and neck in 1987, I was lucky to have only damaged my chord in my back at T-4.
I didn't let people staring at me, turn me into a shut-in. I never really cared to much what they thought. I also self medicated with alcohol daily !! I finally climbed out of the bottle in 2001, after I had my entire right leg removed (right hip disarticulation) after some bad medical care.

I am an AK Amputee & survived being run over by a train at work in 1981.

so you all know, i'm not depressed like some of you might be,,,,,,,,,,,,,, i write depressing poetry................... its my thing, being handicapped is part of my life but, it isn't my whole life.......... to be honest i only have two friends who are also handicap,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, not that i don't like my peeps,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, i just never see any around.................... why is that? you know people will comment, accept it and move on............. cause if you know what they say is untrue, why let it bother you?

so you all know, i'm not depressed like some of you might be,,,,,,,,,,,,,, i write depressing poetry................... its my thing, being handicapped is part of my life but, it isn't my whole life.......... to be honest i only have two friends who are also handicap,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, not that i don't like my peeps,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, i just never see any around.................... why is that? you know people will comment, accept it and move on............. cause if you know what they say is untrue, why let it bother you?

so you all know, i'm not depressed like some of you might be,,,,,,,,,,,,,, i write depressing poetry................... its my thing, being handicapped is part of my life but, it isn't my whole life.......... to be honest i only have two friends who are also handicap,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, not that i don't like my peeps,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, i just never see any around.................... why is that? you know people will comment, accept it and move on............. cause if you know what they say is untrue, why let it bother you?

so you all know, i'm not depressed like some of you might be,,,,,,,,,,,,,, i write depressing poetry................... its my thing, being handicapped is part of my life but, it isn't my whole life.......... to be honest i only have two friends who are also handicap,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, not that i don't like my peeps,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, i just never see any around.................... why is that? you know people will comment, accept it and move on............. cause if you know what they say is untrue, why let it bother you?

hello, my name is mark and i must say i like how this site is set up!...man yall seriously need to cheer up!

i find it strange that i allow many words to destroy my life, can't smile in public cause judgement will come.................. yesterday my friend knew me in private................ but, everybody wants to popular, i'm a faded star, worn out, and ready to drop................. old and tired on the inside................ don't want to breed, mockery dies with me............ mama,,,,,,,,,, let me go on my way,,,,,,,,,,, i always had my fill,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, you can't save me now,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, you hated my thrill..............