i find it strange that i allow many words to destroy my life, can't smile in public cause judgement will come.................. yesterday my friend knew me in private................ but, everybody wants to popular, i'm a faded star, worn out, and ready to drop................. old and tired on the inside................ don't want to breed, mockery dies with me............ mama,,,,,,,,,, let me go on my way,,,,,,,,,,, i always had my fill,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, you can't save me now,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, you hated my thrill.............. just like kurt cobain,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, i'm ressurecting pain..............